Lech LechaDare to be true to yourself, follow your bliss ...
אל-הארץ אשר אראך ... toward the Land of Blissful Awe
Bereshit 12:1The total gematria for the phrase (אל-הארץ אשר אראך) "toward The Land of Blissful Awe" is 1050, reduces to a digit sum of 6, and corresponds to the pillar of Creation as it exists in rectified and elevated "messianic" consciousness (one's inner Divine Spark) independent of time. The
Im HaKolel of the phrase is the value 1051, reduces to a digit sum of 7, and corresponds to shabbat consciousness. Shabbat consciousness brings messianic consciousness out into manifest time. This is
The Land of Blissful Awe toward which the Divine calls every human being.
A related dream (
Fire By Night, The Divine Torch) I had earlier this week during the Torah portion,
Lech Lecha, on astrological Samhain, of traveling
The Road To The Land Of Blissful Awe:
Witch's ShofarI dreamt a dream of fire preceded by the idea of a "monopoly" game. Monopoly is a word which brings unity and multiplicity together into a singular word.
As the idea of a "monopoly" game ran with wings through my sleeping mind last night, the dream emerged.
I was traveling west toward town with my mother and other family members in a vehicle down the road which runs in front of the house. A few miles from the house, as we neared the bend in the road which swerves off toward the north, and exactly the moment before we entered the curve toward the north, the ground beneath the vehicle began rumbling mightily - indeed a major earthquake was in the making. The road buckled and upheaved like a wave, sending the vehicle in the opposite direction - sliding east back toward the house front first (and always I was primarily seeing through the vehicle's windshield - in other words, the vehicle was always facing the direction it was traveling).
As the vehicle slid down the road toward the east front first, the road began to glow red hot as if the core of the molten earth was coming to the surface. It glowed so brightly fire red that I wondered how the wheels and the bottom of the vehicle were remaining intact and not melting away. Surely, the road was turning into pure molten fire.
Yet, the vehicle remained intact somehow and I felt no heat at all sitting inside it, though I realized that the power of the fire was fully capable of dissolving all material substance into pure energy. The road was melting into firehot energy, and though I could clearly see it through the windshield, I felt no heat.
Then, as we arrived in front of the house, the upheaving wave of the earth shifted toward the opposite direction, sending the vehicle back again toward the west. The road glowed hotter and hotter and I felt we were surely going to be swallowed up by the molten earth, be dissolved as material beings, and die. I have never before in a dream felt the real possibility of actually dying, but last night, I did. Yet, even as I feared that I might actually die, I had no feelings of panic. My feelings and thinking were that I was facing some sort of finality, contained some wondering of what lay beyond death (would I dissolve or go on in some manner), and peace that I would die free of the heaviness of guilt, having lived an honorable life to the best of my ability. I was thinking -
this is it, this is the end.
As we again neared the curve north, in front of me through the windshield I saw it - a wall of pure molten fire loomed up and we were going to plunge into it. I shut my eyes and prepared to die. As we plunged into the wall of molten fire, I woke up.
It was still night. I wrote a note of the dream down to remember and went back to sleep.
"Only the Torch is found by itself ..." Klach Pischey Chochmah 55
