Between The Pages Of Time

Vayeshev

הַחֲלוֹם הַזֶּה אֲשֶׁר חָלָמְתִּי
this dream I have dreamed ... Bereshit 37:6

This morning I dreamt.

I was among a small group of time travellers. We carried out a few missions.

In one of the missions, we advanced into time and there, I stepped forward to remove a "fated" brain tumor from my "son" (as an elder man) and also from my future "husband." Both were represented by the presence of one form. The form was bald. To remove the fated tumor, I touched a spot on his head, creating a bubble of sacred space. Now, the fated tumor was removed and no tumor could ever grow there.

It had been understood in the past that normally time travellers "returned" to the original time of the current physicality by copying the text exactly, like scribes. Some at mission control were concerned that the exact text had been lost - but there was another way. I knew it and we used it to return.

We turned our attention toward returning to our original time in our current physicality, and in doing so, saw the pages of a big book quickly turn as if in the wind. Between the pages of time were neon colors - particularly neon pink and neon orange.

I woke up, and got up for a few minutes. I looked at the time. It was 5:45 (הדה) in the morning.

My big Book of Shadows:


Notice (הדה), there are 5 raised spine supports (each with two "ends" connecting the front and back covers of the book) and 4 "spaces" between the raised supports on the spine of the book.

Meheitavel

Vayishlach

וְשֵׁם אִשְׁתּוֹ מְהֵיטַבְאֵל
and the woman's name is Meheitavel ... Bereshit 36:39

The Queen's name is Meheitavel (מהיטבאל). Meheitavel means She who in Goddess (מהי) is immersed (טבאל). With a gematria of 97, Meheitavel embodies all time (זמן). Importantly, she designates time and prepares each moment with purpose.

Like Hekate, Meheitavel is the Witch at the Crossroads, the Guardian of the Depths, the Queen of the Night and the Light of the Divine Feminine. Her power transcends territorial boundaries. Her magical words influence from afar. Stars ever fall from her hair like torches blazing through the deep deep night.

The first part of her name, namely She who in Goddess (מהי), has a gematria of 55. The Hebrew word behold (hein, הן) also has a gematria of 55.

הֵן הָאָדָם הָיָה כְּאַחַד מִמֶּנּוּ

The second part of her name, namely is Immersed (טבאל), has a gematria of 42. The Hebrew words great (gadolah, גדלה) and jubilee (yovel, יבל) also each have a gematria of 42. Meheitavel is the witch of the Garden of the Dark Moon Jubilee.

Related entry - The Comet

Redeemer Of Blood

Matot-Masei
ג The Law of The Goddess and The Three Mothers (last night) אמש

גֹּאֵל הַדָּם--עַל הַמִּשְׁפָּטִים הָאֵלֶּה
the redeemer of blood according to the Law of Goddess ... Vayikra 35:24

The difference between the smiter and the redeemer (avenger) of blood is judged according to the Law of Goddess.

גֹּאֵל הַדָּם = redeemer (avenger) of blood
עַל הַמִּשְׁפָּטִים = according to the Law
הָאֵלֶּה = of Goddess

It's simply Torah.

I dreamt a dream. Its details are only for me to know. Even more importantly, those who would smite shall be smitten. So mote it be. אמן

hear the Voice
of the surviving Girl-Child who turns you around
even as you sought to utterly smite
and the seven-branched menorah fell
three mothers
an Englishwoman, an Irishwoman, a Jewishwoman
one Woman in Goddess
still stands
a Mistress of dreams
weaving destiny into time with Her hands

Related entries - Dream Magic, Dam HaBrit, Blooding The Cord, Voices Of The Ancestors

triple goddesses as permutations of (time) אמש